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The Ends of the Earth
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“What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the rest of the world calls a butterfly.”
— Lao Tsu
“Innumerable confusions and a feeling of despair invariably emerge in periods of great technological and cultural transition.”
— Marshall McLuhan
“The strongest impacts of an emergent technology are always unanticipated.”
— William Gibson
“It’s the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine . . .”
— R.E.M.
Section I: A CRITIQUE OF THE APOCALYPSE
11-11-11
oh weighted ones
you watch an occupation
of city city city city
wait for a baby to be
born around the other
side of the world wonder
at rain outside the window
“it had been raining for days
and the people were growing scared”
dream of the ends of things embedded
in the beginnings where fingers lightly press
to create such pleasure always figured as explosions
or fire burning brightly or extinguishing ceremonially
hazards quite still for ever revving sentiments in conversation
or missing from indexes in books about you and your peculiar collective
you were there maybe not in the centre of things perhaps even slightly to the right
sheets of paper you forgot stack and stack rising up to overwhelm your minimalist aesthetic
quick take a photo out the window post it on Twitter to document your working conditions
say sentence structure one more time your head will explode “literally”
connect by writing more reference letters with accurate altruism
as a way to make things happen in the real world economy
if you got your exchange then yay! you’ll travel far
granted in some excess a flight to the ends
of the earth
BROUGHT BACK DOWN TO EARTH WITH A BANG
OR THE DAY STARTS WITH A BANG
1.
break it open simply
one big interrobang
rhetorical/excited or interrogative
spiritual in a typewritten font
search for a jargon to save you/us
2.
open form virtue craves
cadences that should be banned
rivers get written up and
their energy sold such paper
convergences belie your/our
fingers stroking the clay bed
or searching for clay babies
to dry where rocks lie in the sun
3.
is there no way to bracket off
this run so your/our government eye
skips across the space of so many
documents to read over
4.
it hurts your/our interpunct to say stop
or pause a moment at least to hear the frogs
of Eagleridge eat pavement see how the light
pounds through the clearing into Horseshoe Bay
tick off another bullet on your/our list
proclaim in solidus: “Olympic ready”
fusion underscores readiness
the moment understood interrogatively
5.
how a hash key needs to be pushed
to get you/us back to the main menu
how a tilde can make or break your/our address
one swung dash and everyone is reading
some other blog and your/our monetization
is down or almost nonexistent but you/we
keep trying to tantalize by degrees of omission
6.
you/we are the underground economy
trading umlauts for numeros this
bright crisp morning
7.
surrender your pilcrow by which
you/we make a living saying
“use paragraphs to structure your essay”
instead of don’t you fucking know what
a paragraph is (interrobang) leave your
infinitive hanging
as if anyone will notice
8.
try to speak diacritically, that is
above and below the line expand
your/our creative talking outside
what artists always say before
clearing your/our throat um, like, yeah
rises to meet vortextual chest heaves
with the unsaid to finally say
your/our moment hinges
on every end that blocks closure
reject righteousness in all its forms
spend your/our vowel sounds on courage
to say it’s okay to be right here right now
9.
embrace the contradiction of wanting and knowing
until they run together and all the iPods are piled high
somewhere in Cache Creek or China rusting beautifully
as is built into their design but then knowing
it’s still not enough it will never be enough
so it’s okay for you/us to stop
impulse so momentum shifts
like a hockey game
entropic ends laying way
for an alternate score
it’s okay
ENTROPIC ENDS
1.
“Let everything be produced, be read, become real, visible, and marked with the sign of effectiveness . . .”
— Jean Baudrillard
keep no secrets
in your/our worn denim
type prior to
reply archive
achieve your/our full sense
in well wrought
articulation maybe cry
a few tears
show you/we are serious
bleat and bleat and
press send or post
without a glance back
your/our beautiful infinite
page, see there
those blackish marks
that flash of light
is what you/we mean
to say a part of your/our
precarious heart
bleeds slightly below
maybe to the left
a glimmer of red
flickers as your/our self
as public clicks past
2.
“It is no longer a matter of making things visible to the external eye. It is rather a question of making things transparent to themselves.”
— Jean Baudrillard
enrage readers
perhaps they want to harm you/us
or hurl digital insults
or one negative comment
is worth 97.5 positive ones
because who believes
the sycophants who always
like your/our hair in the photo
develop a selective way
of seeing what’s being said
think of your/our readers
as losers anyway
except for your/our friends
to whom you/we can speak
with inside jokes and innuendos
chuckle visibly through punctuation
r /> and acronyms, but close your/our
curtains to Google Earth
3.
“So, there will soon only be . . .figures who . . .wander alone and pass their time by perpetually telling themselves their story.”
— Jean Baudrillard
or the illusion of the social
literalizes screen culture
back to the messy body
walking along an ocean
with a dog, a relentless dog
who lifts a break in the osmosis
your/our inspiring lungs suck
salty breaths transform
the air without thinking
suddenly you/we name
the liminal space and therefore
can see it colours merging
into pods that swing in trees
or shipping containers off
of ocean liners constructed
into where you/we live now
4.
“Debris not only floats on the surface of the ocean it also descends throughout the entire water column, making it less spectacular to look at and physically impossible to ‘scoop up’ and remove, as so many bemused citizens suggest when they hear of this plastic ‘island.’”
— Tim Silverwood
plastic floats like islands
on digital screens everywhere
somewhere in an ocean
it churns through tides like soup
you/we care via Twitter or Paypal
depending on the day pack reusable
latte cups while signing virtual
petitions sift through moments
pushing plastic keys to say
what you/we mean now drink
in the love offered via touch screen
do you/we like it? no, not today
an encounter, an art project, some
form of documentation circles
the movement continually non
linear the line dispersed
5.
“Man [sic], that inveterate dreamer, daily more discontent with his destiny, has trouble assessing the objects he has been led to use, objects that his nonchalance has brought his way, or that he has earned through his own efforts, almost always through his own efforts, for he has agreed to work, at least he has not refused to try his luck (or what he calls his luck!).”
— André Breton
you/we lack predictability
being in a complicated relationship
where words fall only one at a time
and context lacks the imperative
egos want to be wanted always
finesse has the end in it and
so it goes where hands fail
to move in the right places
coffee drunk from shot glasses
invigorates falsely making a claim
but then feeling simply scared
even at this age contradictions
rage through the edges of enough
you/we felt it convulse patted it down
smoothed the unruly relics until
they shone with purpose breath
rubbed to plenty even a couch
or an excess of couches to be
certain you/we said what
you/we meant
6.
“Palimpsest. Think of it as a bespoke aggregator based on your own reading habits. Each day ‘curators’ from sites dedicated to the long form handpick articles from fine rags like The New Yorker, Vanity Fair, The Atlantic, and GQ. The selections are then customized to taste. This one’s hard to google — check out Palimpsestapp.com.”
— Laura McClure, Mother Jones
Palimpsest is a brand again
stolen from the arms of H.D.
who layered into bone where
is that book now AbeBooks or
Amazon or the archive’s white gloves
today it sells for $500 or $17.50
today you/we want it so badly
a click and it belongs to you/us
in 5–10 business days it’s not
wrong to want books or quaint
among closures so many stoppages
of serendipitous finds or art pieces
stripped or framed gorgeously what
arrays you/us into position prostrate
the space above wrenching utterly
7.
“The overlap between the late stages of hippie bohemia and the early incarnations of Silicon Valley was often endearing.”
— Jaron Lanier, “The Suburb That Changed the World”
yes, let’s not forget via
Arcade Fire and others
it developed in the suburbs
a certain sameness is required
to articulate the real virtually
the focus arrives when
day-to-day is mundane
during periods of capitalistic
uprising so desire is status
not even understood remotely
so local you’d cry if you knew
is it all in a day? headbands
for pocket protectors the rise
of irony unaware of wisps
of intellectual property wafting
in through the door smelling
of soap not soup
disrupting utopia again
when rancour sells it
8.
“The uneasy conscience of what I see, drastically changes my perception of things.”
— José Ferreira
the burn of excess is a tattoo
you/we could respect so the uneasy
could become bodily performance
209 people like this Mozambique
which could easily be Cache Creek
if you/we prefer the local backyard
welcome to Wastech Vancouver!
the shifting utopia of changing
perceptions takes another hit
today smoke calibrates an opening
again and your old cellphone refuses
to burn properly as is built into its design
and green might rise from the ash cloud
it really might your/our touch
screen tells us politely one second before
we change drastically and if the apocalypse hits
you’ll/we’ll just go next door
9.
“He shuffled a few inconsequential found objects inside his boxes until together they composed an image that pleased him with no clue as to what that image would turn out to be in the end. I had hoped to do the same.”
— Charles Simic
boxy but nice here
accumulation is the collection
your correction reigns in absence
a contemporary relic might
suggest a movie ticket
to signify laughter a stack
of meals eaten glasses of wine
car rides even compliments or
intellectual debate no butterflies
pinned down or necklaces worn
as bracelets delicately shoved
into compartments maybe
candles? or the way the door
slid open and you were there
the button off a striped shirt
tiny grains from a leather belt
only perceptible with the looking
glass attached here
10.
“Overwhelmed as we are, we are still free to think ethically about our luxury.”
— Jeanne Randolph
call it condescending to say
at least you weren’t born a womanr />
in India without a move to help
say women be “all that they could be”
call it naive to the think economic
success reduces fear what else
produces a gated community
call it cliché to ignore the site
or provocation of privilege
while “working hard, playing hard”
bootstraps and etc. shine up
symbols and drive away if
you don’t like the weather here
11.
“Imagining is not as transient as common sense might claim, nor incongruous with everyday living.”
— Jeanne Randolph
it’s true that imagination
doesn’t pay even if
“thinking outside the box”
is what you’re supposed to do
today, laptop ready to
push the boundaries of
proverbial thinking “whatcha
gonna do, eh” release a spew
a gigantic scribble installed
on a white wall might gettcha
thinking or that song hey what’s
that song “whatcha gonna do
when they come for you” bad
boys who can’t think past structures
of midlife crisis categories
of forty-year-old divorcée or spirit
deprived white guy punched
in the face only once “heya why so
heavy, yo” think positive think
different
12.
“We use a lot of garbage to stay clean.”
— Pipilotti Rist
your/my moisturizer rises creamy
humidity is good for the skin
so you/we could post your/our age
at least ten years younger no one/anyone
would suspect edges of sculpted curves
plastically scrubbed to untimely perfection
smells so good recalcitrant shoulders
shimmer or shake uncontrollably
just wipe down that progress pluck
a rebellious hair watch it all disappear
down the glossy drain w/ decorative
pewter grate stock the cabinet again
and simply repeat what you/we know